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penyair..

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Penyair adalah orang yang tidak bahagia, kerana betapa pun tinggi jiwa mereka, mereka tetap diselubungi airmata.
Penyair adalah adunan kegembiraan dan kepedihan dan ketakjuban, dengan sedikit kamus.
Penyair adalah raja yang tak bertakhta, yang duduk di dalam abu istananya dan cuba membangun khayalan daripada abu itu.
Penyair adalah burung yang membawa keajaiban. Dia lari dari kerajaan syurga lalu tiba di dunia ini untuk berkicau semerdu-merdunya dengan suara bergetar. Bila kita tidak memahaminya dengan cinta di hati, dia akan kembali mengepakkan sayapnya lalu terbang kembali ke negeri asalnya.

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Hari ini ku lihat awan biru dan hijaunya dedaun
Ku lupa betapa indahnya kehidupan yang sebenar

Tersesak dalam cita, diuji dan diduga
Namun aku ini hanya orang kecil

Jauhnya cinta, jauhnya bahagia
Lelah gelita, kosongnya jiwa
Ku impikan bulan, ku terjatuh di bintang
Bersyukur apa ada, ku ‘kan sampai ke sana

Hari ini ku lihat teman ku dan separuhnya bersatu
Ku lupa betapa indahnya kehidupan yang sebenar

Tersungkur bangun lagi, komplikasi duniawi
Namun aku ini hanya orang kecil

jajan untuk hari ini...

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fuhhh...assalamualaikum!!
hari ni pergi melawat tempat koje lame..
bosan dok uma setelah sekian lame..
pagi pagi membe aku da memekak kat lua..
aku tido lagi kat dalam..nasib kau la..
tunngu la aku siap..hua3..

balik je dari site visit..(=.=")
terasa macam nak mengunyah something lak..
abah hulur kan bawang kecik ngan bawang putih..
ape lagi..potong aa..
aku goreng rangup rangup..
pehhh jajan paling best sekali...
BAWANG GORENG!!!!hua3

sumber:uncle goooooooooogle..

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Harta yang paling menguntungkan ialah SABAR. Teman yang paling akrab adalah AMAL. Pegawal peribadi yang paling waspada ialah DIAM. Bahasa yang paling manis ialah SENYUM.Dan ibadah yang paling indah tentunya KHUSYUK.


Setiap jiwa yang dilahirkan telah tertanam dengan benih untuk mencapai keunggulan hidup. Tetapi benih itu tidak akan tumbuh seandainya tidak diiringi dengan keberanian.

Biarpun jalan itu panjang, kita akan merintisnya perlahan-lahan.

Dalam kerendahan hati ada ketinggian budi. Dalam kemiskinan harta ada kekayaan jiwa. Dalam kesempitan hidup ada kekuasaan ilmu.

Kebenaran itu apabila dijemur di bawah cahaya mentari, ia tidak akan lekang. Biarpun ditinggalkan dalam hujan lebat, ia tidak akan busuk.

Tawadhu ialah apabila berjumpa dengan seseorang, dia akan sentiasa menyangka bahawa orang itu lebih baik daripada dirinya.

Kegagalan dalam kemuliaan lebih baik daripada kejayaan dalam kehinaan. Memberi sedikit dengan ikhlas pula lebih mulia daripada memberi dengan banyak tetapi diiiringi dengan riak.

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The business of the poet is not to find new emotions, but to use the ordinary ones and, in working them up into poetry, to express feelings which are not in actual emotions at all.

the script

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The Script taught me how to listen to my heart.
Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.
Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for the person I love
Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through
Travis taught me to be generous
Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right
30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind
Michael Jackson taught me to love the people around me
Music taught me to live

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dalam masa beberapa bulan ni..
aku hilang 5 orang membe baik aku..
aku pun tak tahu la mane dorang menghilang..
kalo pasal wat silap tu..
aku rase aku ade kot buat silap..
tapi tak kan sampai macam ni sekali jadinye..
takpela..da balasan orang jahat kan..
haaa PADAN MUKE AKU!!!



You had your shining moments,
Upon this life's darkened stage,
And in my book of wonderments,
You'll never be just another page.

Like the exploding of a star,
You've changed me in and out,
Your light will travel with me far,
Past when all other lights go out.

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saying sorry is the purest cure of all heart aches and heart breaks! Admit to yourself that you have done wrong and say sorry. It does not only touches the heart but also touches the soul. It's the greatest thing to do that will give you the greatest feeling to enjoy. :)

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kenape perlu rase begitu..
aku rase aku da tak pikir dah pasal tu lagi.
mungkin sekarang ni aku dah mula kehilangan kawan kawan baik.
sorang demi sorang menghilang kan diri.
mungkin lepas ni da takde siape lagi..

tapi kalau kau da cakap cam tu..
aku respek kau.. :)

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kalau aku nak bergelak dengan kau macam dulu lagi boleh tak?

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Kebahagiaan adalah hak setiap insan. Oleh itu kita sebagai insan perlu menjemput kebahagiaan itu agar ianya hadir ke dalam hidup kita. Seiring dengan itu tentu ada satu tanggungjawab yang sangat mustahak untuk dilakukan agar kebahagiaan itu benar-benar kekal untuk kita miliki. Dan tanggung jawab bagi mereka yang inginkan kebahagiaan adalah membahagiakan orang lain. Maka orang yang tidak mahu menunda kebahagiaan dirinya, harus mendahulukan kebahagiaan orang lain agar diri sendiri pun bahagia. Marilah kita terima dengan ikhlas, bahawa kebahagiaan adalah masalah keputusan. Hidup yang berbahagia adalah untaian dari keputusan-keputusan untuk berbahagia, dari satu masa ke masa yang lain. Kita harus segera memutuskan untuk berbahagia, dan keputusan itu harus tegas. Kerana keputusan yang baik adalah keputusan berpendirian. Setelah kita putuskan untuk berbahagia, maka semua fikiran, perasaan dan tindakan kita akan terfokus kepada perkara-perkara yang membahagiakan. Tegaslah untuk memutuskan bahawa :

“Waktu terbaik untuk berbahagia adalah SEKARANG”.“ Tempat terbaik untuk berbahagia adalah DISINI”. Dan “cara terbaik untuk berbahagia adalah membahagiakan orang lain”.

Jika kita belum mampu merasa bahagia, marilah kita hidup dengan cara yang menjadikan kita layak untuk berbahagia. Perasaan kita ditentukan oleh apa yang kita kerjakan dan apa yang kita hindari. Maka jangan hindari fikiran yang baik, jangan hindari perasaan yang baik dan yang penting sekali jangan hindari tindakan yang baik. Perlu diingat bahawa “Orang yang hidup hanya untuk dirinya sendiri, akan lebih mudah merasa sedih dan tidak berguna”. Oleh kerana itu, berusahalah untuk menjadi sebab bagi kebahagiaan.
“Tujuan hidup kita adalah menjadi sebab bagi kebahagiaan, bagi diri-sendiri dan bagi orang lain”. Marilah kita hidup untuk membahagiakan sebanyak mungkin orang lain. Mudah-mudahan kita akan dijauhkan dari kesedihan dan kita akan dimudahkan untuk mendapatkan kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat.

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Dont wish it were easier, wish you are better
Dont wish for fewer problems, wish for more skills
dont wish for less of challenge, wish for more wisdom

kenapa kau nak pilih?

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kenapa kau nak pilih?
kenapa kau nak cuba?
kenapa kau nak buat?
kerana kau tahu kau suka..

steve, seorang doktor
tapi bercita cita mahu
jadi perenang,kenapa?
sebab dia suka jadi ahli sukan.

nina, anak orang
kaya tapi dia mahu
berkahwin dengan
seorang pengutip sampah, kenapa?
sebab semuanya atas dasar suka..

kau tak tahu
sebab kau belum
dapat memilih

kau tak dapat
sebab kau tak pergi mencuba

kau gagal sebab
kau buat dengan
cara yang salah

kenapa kau nak pilih?
kenapa kau nak cuba?
kenapa kau nak buat?
kerana kau tahu kau
suka..

cita cita?

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dari pagi ke malam aku bekerja
tangan dan otakku tak ubah macam mesin saja
pernahkah kau terfikir pasal benda lain
 benarkah kau betul betul ingin lakukan semua ini

menjana hidup untuk bahagia
mungkin menjadi semacam rutin
gunakan semua kudrat yang ada
semata mata ingin berjaya

bagi kita, kaya atau papa
semua itu tiada ertinya
bersaksikan manusia
hancurkan segala harta
tinggalkan hanya harapan

hidup dalam alam realiti
apa yang perlu adalah hanya
bergantung pada usaha sendiri
untuk mencapai angan menjadi
realiti bukan fantasi

selama ini pun
tidak memerlukan imaginasi
mana dia superman
hanya wujud musuh yang cuba
mengambil kesempatan

kita tidak perlu semua
demi cita cita, kita banyak
mengorbankan banyak benda
demi hidup kita kene berusaha
menghadapinya

ada apa dengan cita cita
hinggakan ramai orang
bermati matian untuk menggapainya
cita cita memang sesuatu
yang menakutkan
benar benar menakutkan

bak kata abah..

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tadi dok sembang ngan abah..
sambil kruk krak kruk krak makan keropok ikan yang aku bawak balik..
boleh cerite pasal jodoh pulak..
abah tanye aku.

abah: "kau dah jumpe bakal menantu abah?"
aku: "belum lagi.apsal?tunggu la abah kawin lagi sekali.nanti boleh sanding same same."
aku n abah:"HAHAHAHAHA"
abah: "kau nak mampus?.mak kau dengar tu..hahaha"
aku: "da tu kate sayang..tak kan tak bagi?"
abah:"berperang la nampak gayenye lau cam tu. :)"
aku:"abah ce bagi tips sikit. teman ni nak tau jugak rahsie kamu tu macam mane bole ngam plak ngan PUAN SRI SURAYA tu..hahahaha"
abah: "kau kalau nak tau dia tu jodoh kau, kau cuba pasang niat nak bagi die cincin ke, tak pun nak bg cincin tunang ke..sarung kat jari manis kau tu..kalo cincin tu muat kat setengah jari manis kau, kau cube bagi amoi kedai cincin tu sarung kat tangan die.kalau amoi tu muat pakai cincin tu..INSYAALLAH tu la jodoh kau..kalau tak muat.kau cari lain je ler.hahaha"

abah gelak je lepas tu..
dah la gelakkan aku.
die cakap sepatutnye umur cam aku ni da sediakan calon calon untuk mengadap..
apakah?
=.="


ntah bile mase abah aku pandai posing pon aku tak tau la..

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trimas abah..
atas nasihat jodoh itu tadi..
:)

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pergi mencari diri sendiri..
pergi perbaikkan diri sendiri.

kalau ada sumur di ladang, boleh kita menumpang mandi, kalau ada yg umur panjang, boleh kita berjumpa lagi :)

:)

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tetibe lagu ni best plak.
kene cari ni cite ni..hua3



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bila kau memandang segalanya dari Tuhanmu,
yang mencipta segalanya,
yang menimpakan ujian,
yang menimbulkan sakit hatimu,
yang membuatkan keinginanmu terhalang,
serta menyusahkan hidupmu,
pasti akan damailah hatimu
kerana masakan Allah sengaja mentakdirkan
segalanya untuk sesuatu yang sia-sia,
bukan Allah tak tahu deritanya hidupmu,
retaknya hatimu,
tapi mungkin itulah yang Dia mahu
kerana Dia tahu hati yang sebeginilah
selalunya lebih hidup
dan mudah untuk hampir dengan-Nya

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Selagi kita mencuba dan berusaha, selagi itulah kita akan beroleh apa yang kita hajati

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Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi yang indah itu tetap hidup dalam kenangan.

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Nyanyian ibu untuk menidurkan anaknya ketika kecil adalah suara yang paling merdu di dunia

DOES YOUR NAME BEGIN WITH ..?

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Does your name begin with: A? 

You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints, you never pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating; otherwise you will find it di fficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very practical, not very emotional. Your choices are very good can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

Does your name begin with: B?

You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an statement of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your statement of endearments, and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

Does your name begin with: C?

You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

Does your name begin with: D?

Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp, talented often with sense of humor. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.

Does your name begin with: E?

Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover.

Does your name begin with: F?

You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.

Does your name begin with: G?

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.

Does your name begin with: H?

You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life, fun everything you seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. You are very affectionate very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvements often, as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with a passion for life.

Does your name begin with: I?

You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of statement. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual,! but you are sometimes downright lustful.

Does your name begin with: J?

You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. ( you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

Does your name begin with: K?

You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous, giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

Does your name begin with: L?

You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your statement of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.

Does your name begin with: M

You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy but we know that appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of your mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

Does your name begin with: N

You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you;there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

Does your name begin with: O?

You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

Does your name begin with: P?

You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy... a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

Does your name begin with: Q?

You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

Does your name begin with: R?

You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating romantic.

Does your name begin with: S?

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet. You like being the center of attention. You are very caring, sensitive, private sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous giving, often selfless.! You are kind nature sweet, which is found to be attractive ! by many. You are a good friend.

Does your name begin with: T?

You are very sensitive, private sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. Music, soft lights romantic thoughts turn you on. You fantasize tend to fall in out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy extremely. You enjoy having your senses your feelings stimulated, titillated teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change; you like to hold on to things. This may not always! be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life.

Does your name begin with: U?

You are enthusiastic at you're happiest when in love. When not in love you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer needs adventure, excitement, freedom. You enjoy giving gifts looking good. You are willing to put others feelings above yours.

Does your name begin with: V?

You are individualistic you need freedom, space excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear suspense.

Does your name begin with: W?

You are very proud, determined refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love tends to throw all of &your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.

Does your name begin with: X?

You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.

Does your name begin with: Y?

You are sensual very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating romantic.

Does your name begin with: Z?

You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's savior

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"Tiada suatu bencana pun yang menimpa di bumi dan (tidak pula) pada dirimu sendiri melainkan telah tertulis dalam kitab (Luh Mahfuzh) sebelum Kami menciptakannya. Sesungguhnya yang demikian itu adalah mudah bagi Allah. (Kami jelaskan yang demikian itu) supaya kamu jangan berdukacita terhadap apa yang luput dari kamu, dan supaya kamu jangan terlalu gembira terhadap apa yang diberikan-Nya kepadamu. Dan Allah tidak menyukai setiap orang yang sombong lagi membanggakan diri.." (Surah Al-Hadid: 22-23)

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It may be that you hate something when it is good for you and it may be that you love something when it is bad for you. Know that God knows best and you know not.
[Surat al-Baqara: 216]

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 لـَـيـْـلـَـتـُـكـُـمْ سـَـعـِـيـْـدَة 
:)

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masa untuk jadi matang.
tanggungjawab makin banyak.
umur makin singkat. :)

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Do I expect to change the past I hold inside?
All the words that I say, repeating over in my mind.
Some things you can't erase, no matter how hard you try.
An exit to escape is all there is left to find.

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JM???? urghhh~~

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pehhh..sumpah sweet..
aku dengar cerita membe aku tadi..
saje dok gossip..haha
dia ni pernah la rase kecewa ngan someone ni..

tapi last last laki tu tetibe je mesej dia..
setelah sekian lame menghilang..
dia cakap.
dia tak sedia nak ade ape ape relationship ke ape bende sume..
insyaallah lau tak ade ape ape..
dia nak kawen terus.tak nak dating ape semue..

wahhh..bagos budak ni..anak cikgu sapa la..haha
aku doakan korang bedua ni ade jodoh yang kuat..
bio korang kawen..mesti huru hara jadinye.haha :)

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apabila jumpa saje mak..
aku terus peluk mak.
seperti da 10 abad tak peluk mak.
seperti lain sekali..riak wajah itu..seperti sayu saje melihat aku.
abah..
so steady..like nothing happens.
tapi aku tau.dalam hati dia..
dia gembira aku balik ke rumah.

aku ni kalau da balik rumah..
pantang satu je..
satu hari da macam 8 kali makan..
pehhh..memang makan je keje nye..
macam hari ni hari last aku..hua3.

mungkin lepas ni.lagi susah aku nak balik rumah.
lepas ni malam raye kot baru balik.
mak ngan abah kene biasa biasa kan diri k..haha
memang kompem susah..
bukan tak nak balik..

tapi biarlah..
biarlah along kat mana mana pon..
insyaallah hidup..
cume doakan along ni selamat je kat mana mana pon.

*mak ngan abah cam nak nangis je time aku cakap cam ni..padahal aku tengah serius..aku terus gelak..aku tak nak tengok dorang nanges..hua3




moga final aku dapat jawab dengan baik..  :)

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susah..
cukup susah..

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Harapan yg tdk pernah kesampaian ketika ini digamit kekecewaan,
luka masih belum terawat n pedihnye tetap dirasakan,
utk apalah melamakan penantian,
mengharap pd yg tdk sudi tp persoalan hati mmg sukar utk d berikn jawapan..

Sendri di dlm keresahan menongkah arus kehidupan,
perlukah menagih simpati beralasankan sbuah kepayahan??
sakit adakalanya tdk memerlukan ubt tp kesakitan lbh memerlukn kasih syg,
sentuhan yg membuatkn penderitaan blh kecundang..

Pelarian kadangkalanya lbh menyeksakn dr diri sndri nmun jika itu lbh baik,
apa lg kah alasannya utk menanti??
utk apa mengharapkn kasih pd yg tdk sudi memberi..

Bila perpisahan mgambil ruang,
diri mnjadi sorang perindu namun utk kembali mengakrabkn pertemuan,
diri mjadi bgitu pemalu oleh kesilapan yg dulu,
bagaimanakah bisa menyermpurnakn kembali suatu harapan yg dihancur kn oleh tangan sendri??
sengaja menghempaskannya ke batu??
berderailah ia bagaikn sekeping kaca..

Perlukah memaut harapan di dahan yg menjadi semakin rapuh??
bagaimana nanti jika ia patah dan harapan berderai lagi??

Keteguhan cinta masih di hati namun keberaniannya masih tersembunyi,
haruskah di bicarakan tentang kesetiaan dan kasih syg yg memungkinkan sbuah lagi kehilangan atau,
perlukah terus memendam rasa,
selagi berharapan tanpa mengungkit apa2 cerita dlu yg d tinggalkn..

Biar sj rindu tersimpan di hati,
luka mencalari emosi namun dendam tdk di biarkn berbekas di naluri,
cukuplah sekadar menjauhkan diri dan sengaja menghindari agar pertemuan tdk memindahkan mimpi,
kerana keindahan itu bisa merabakkan harapan mencarikkan keresahan di hati milik diri sndri,
berlagu keresahan di hati adalah duka,
berkaca di mata adalah mutiara jernih yg akan berderai..

Pertanyaan hati belum punya sebarang jawapan,
luahan rasa jg belum pernah didedikasikan,
hanya kiasan menjadi candaan namun sukar utk di mengertikan 
apakah benar nanti cinta pasti berbalas dan kasih tdk bertepuk di sebelah tangan..

Pertanyaan hati memang sukar utk di mengerti,
mencari kepastian pun terkadangkala hanya akan melukakn perasaan milik sendri,
utk memendam kasih sayang,
haruskah berdiam dri dgn menjadikannya sbgai rahsia diri yg cukup peribadi..

Penantian itu sgguh menyeksakan namun bila insan yg di nantikan muncul sj di hadapan mata,
hati sudah pasti akan di sapa bahagia,
jiwa mula tersenyum ceria,
terpamer di mata adalah rentetan keindahan,
terserlah di wajah juga adalah sinar keriangan,
namun ia masih bernama sebuah impian yg berbungkus harapan..
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